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Mar. 21st, 2004 03:31 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
taerowynPlayed some ERF tonight. Haven't playted that in, gosh, a couple years now I think. My speed didn't make me all that popular. I remeber in high school, ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
shinkuru was the only one who was consistently faster then me.
As usual, got into a SciJo bitch session. I know I complain quite a bit here, but when I'm with the group I feel damn apathetic. They get so riled up about things, one girl in particular just goes OFF. I pretty much sit there and listen and nod. Just let them unload. I mean, I agree with the things that they say for the most part, I just don't get as hot under the collar about it all. Of course, I'm not sure if that's really a good thing or not. It may be a symptom of a different issue.
The greater issue being my current state of existence, as in I am just existing as opposed to actually living. I am, quite frankly, just doing the minimum to get by. I do my work at the last possible minute, just enough to get the job done. I go out when people invite me, but if nobody calls, I'm perfectly content to just sit at home and futz instead of going out exploring or something equally worthwhile. I never instigate any social outings. It's just a general apathy, and it's really a waste. Yet I can't break myself out of it.
What's the Gross Point Blank expression...Shakabuku? Yeah, I need me some of that.
shinkuru was the only one who was consistently faster then me. As usual, got into a SciJo bitch session. I know I complain quite a bit here, but when I'm with the group I feel damn apathetic. They get so riled up about things, one girl in particular just goes OFF. I pretty much sit there and listen and nod. Just let them unload. I mean, I agree with the things that they say for the most part, I just don't get as hot under the collar about it all. Of course, I'm not sure if that's really a good thing or not. It may be a symptom of a different issue.
The greater issue being my current state of existence, as in I am just existing as opposed to actually living. I am, quite frankly, just doing the minimum to get by. I do my work at the last possible minute, just enough to get the job done. I go out when people invite me, but if nobody calls, I'm perfectly content to just sit at home and futz instead of going out exploring or something equally worthwhile. I never instigate any social outings. It's just a general apathy, and it's really a waste. Yet I can't break myself out of it.
What's the Gross Point Blank expression...Shakabuku? Yeah, I need me some of that.
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Date: 2004-03-21 07:03 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-03-21 10:27 am (UTC)well, then i challenge you! no one has ever beaten me two out of three, except this guy grahm that tought me in 8th grade. he was hardcore.
and no, i'm not that proud that this is the one thing i can safely brag about.
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Date: 2004-03-22 07:11 am (UTC)(no subject)
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