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Nov. 19th, 2003 04:38 pmI kinda fade in and out on how I fit in with the group dynamics here. Basically, there's ten of us in this program and we have 75-100% of our classes together. This is basically the entirety of my social group here in Boston. And it's good, I like everyone and we get along and all, but I just can't get to the next level of friendship.
Part of the problem is that the pool of candidates is so small. I like them all, but I don't mesh at a close friend level with any of them. Well, one of them I think I could, but I don't know to accomplish it, I guess. Especially cause he's a guy. I'm not interested in him romantically, just as a close friend, but how do I become closer without sending the wrong signals?
So, in the meantime, I'm jsut kinda moving along, sometimes feeling I fit in, sometimes feeling alone in a crowd and just generally wishing that people like
eeyorekdm lived a hell of a lot closer.
Part of the problem is that the pool of candidates is so small. I like them all, but I don't mesh at a close friend level with any of them. Well, one of them I think I could, but I don't know to accomplish it, I guess. Especially cause he's a guy. I'm not interested in him romantically, just as a close friend, but how do I become closer without sending the wrong signals?
So, in the meantime, I'm jsut kinda moving along, sometimes feeling I fit in, sometimes feeling alone in a crowd and just generally wishing that people like
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Date: 2003-11-21 05:40 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2003-11-21 07:17 am (UTC)