I don't HAVE to be doing something, but I'd definitely prefer it. Almost a whole year has gone by and I have little to nothing to show for it. I do appreciate what I have, but I also know that it's not what I want...or at least, not all that I want. And, not to be too rude, it's a little easier for you to find contentment when at least when aspect of your life is what you wanted. You are happily married and have somebody to share the good and the bad with. I do enjoy the good that I have, I just normally vent here about the bad, not always so with the good. But I know what I want, and where I want to be and how to get there, I just also know I have to sit here and twiddle my thumbs for a year or two before that happens. And maybe it's pissy of me to whine about it all the time, but I'm not happy and patience has never been one of my virtues and that's just the way I am.
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Re: Patience, young grasshopper
Date: 2002-04-16 11:27 am (UTC)And, not to be too rude, it's a little easier for you to find contentment when at least when aspect of your life is what you wanted. You are happily married and have somebody to share the good and the bad with.
I do enjoy the good that I have, I just normally vent here about the bad, not always so with the good. But I know what I want, and where I want to be and how to get there, I just also know I have to sit here and twiddle my thumbs for a year or two before that happens. And maybe it's pissy of me to whine about it all the time, but I'm not happy and patience has never been one of my virtues and that's just the way I am.