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[taerowyn]

Warning - I'm in quite the melancholy mood so this is going to be one long whine. Read at your own risk and don't say I didn't warn you.

In an... odd mood of late. Bad news from a friend hit a lot harder than I would have expected it to. Had a nice bout of food poisoning. As school approaches, I'm again hit with fun "Is this really what I want to do?" questions. Basically, turmoil - emotional, physical and mental - seems to be the theme.

Internship is finally coming to a close. Pretty damned disappointing summer. Will come out of this with probably five clips, tops, and none of them are exceptional in any way shape or form. I really need to get off my ass about freelancing, but see above about questioning career paths.

School. Damn, I can't believe that in four short months I'll have a Master's. I really don't feel like I've earned it. But shhhhh, let's not tell anybody official that little tidbit. Some come December 15th or so I'll officially be an unemployed slacker as opposed to an unemplyed student. Suppose I should try to fix that now and start the job hunt and such. And again I say see above about questions.

Comments

sorry...

[eeyorekdm.livejournal.com]

Hope the "bad news from a friend" wasn't me - I never meant to upset you - just wanted to keep you posted on what was going on down here. Things are moving in a forward direction and I've had more time to digest the news and think a little clearer and am feeling a little better. Talk to you soon!

Re: sorry...

[taerowyn.livejournal.com]

Nothing to apologize for, I was upset for you. I want to be kept posted and know how things are going. Glad you're feeling a bit better. Sorry I haven't got back to your email... would have called but you said not to. You know where to reach me if you need to talk.

Re: sorry...

[eeyorekdm.livejournal.com]

Yeah - i'm doing better now. I just didn't want the whole world calling on that 1st day that we found out - I would have been a blubbery mess and you wouldn't have been able to understand me. :o) I'll keep you posted and talk to you soon!

[schwa242.livejournal.com]

You could always go for a doctorate ;)